I’m sad and lonely please cuddle me

I wanna be fun and feel happy so why can’t I just go out with my friends and have a good time… Why am I fucked up

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30 Day Self Esteem Challenge 
Day 14: What do you think of your laugh?— I kinda like my laugh, but I’m sometimes embarrassed by it. I snort when I laugh really hard so that’s kind of a quirk I have. I think it makes me unique.

I have another date planned on Monday now.. With a new guy. I should be excited and happy that I have all these guys who want me right? I want to be.. A small part of me is… So why am I crying?

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Day 13: What do you think of your smile?- this is pretty personal, but I like my smile and this super sweet guy I’ve been talking to has made me love it even more. I had braces for a couple years back in the day so it’s nice to know they were worth it! :3
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I read two entries I had written in my notebook years ago. The first was about how much I loved my first love, how we belonged together even though we were having problems. How my heart had broken, but he put it back together. The next entry was about how much he had lied to me, how he had wrapped his hands around my heart, saying he would fix it, then dug his fingers into the cracks and tore it open, leaving me for dead. This was years ago and I’ve experienced so much after that. But I will always remember the pain of my first heartbreak and how long it took me to be okay again. This picture I just added to my notebook. It shows my hands holding my own heart together. To remind myself that no boy or man can ever fix me, it’s up to me to do that. YOU hold your heart in your hands, and it’s up to YOU to fix it. Don’t let pretty boys with sweet words tear you apart. Don’t let them change you. No matter how many times your heart cracks, bruises, or shatters, you can always put it back together again.

Reblogging for myself because it’s so relevant now…

im gonna reblog my own shitty drawing until i get my own damn message through my head

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Oh my god I have my first date with this guy tonight and he’s gonna be here any minute and I’m so nervous!!!

Update: thanks all, he seems nice although maybe talks a little too much and we’re gonna make plans to see each other again! There’s another guy I’ve been talking to too that I like a lot though and I’m confused. Okay good night!

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Oh my god I have my first date with this guy tonight and he’s gonna be here any minute and I’m so nervous!!!

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30 Day Self Esteem Challenge

Day 12: If you could change something about your personality, what would it be and why?- I guess I would want me to be a little less sensitive. I constantly fear failure or being wrong because I hate it when someone yells at me for doing something I could have done better. I wish it didn’t hurt me so much because I know messing up is just part of learning and life.

I’m not the girl your mother warns you about.
I won’t kiss your best friend or break your heart.
I won’t make you choose between what you love to do & me.
I’m not cold. I’m not reckless.

I’m the girl your father mentions when your mom’s not around.
I’m the girl that gets away.

I will love you more than anything.
I will kiss you when you cry.
I will stand by your side until you decide otherwise.

And you’re just like your father, so you will.

You’ll let me go & I won’t look back,
But you will.
I promise you, you will.

I’m that girl.

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Oh my god I watched it 3 times and cracked up every time! Oh my god it’s hilarious!

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